love

i just came back from hari rayaing at pakwe's (dun get me wrong! its pak tua's) house in klana jaya. had char kuey teow n gud coffee.. then, to kinrara, pak ngah's house, where we met sazri (my couz). he's 25. ohh..he is sooo like-will-not-have-a-gf type before, not until we met his chinese gf, sherlene. so polite, soft-soft type, sooo girly la. sweet2 looking, with brains too. amik medic ok..i guess dats y sazri madly in lef wit this girl kan.

n you know, my dad la kan, bile dia borak2 dgn this girl..wat i noticed is that pak sahlan ni, bile dah start berkata2, dah ala2 consultant. to be exact. my dad is very good when it comes to talk about life. i guess what he had gone through, taught him a lot. being 'sebatang kara' (like mak ngah described him), most of his achievements,come from his inner motivation. not being pushed or inspired by his famili. ye la, dia dibela oleh ibu angkat selepas ibu sebenar tidak mahu membela anaknya, n at dat time, ibu sebenar seperated with ayah sebenar. he's the only child of the couple. ibu angkat pula, adalah buta huruf. purely org kampung, yang menyara hidup anak2 angkatnya dgn menjual nanas, ubi dan tanaman2 lain. bayangkan ayahku minum air pili, makan roti subsidi di sekolah, jalan kaki ke sekolah berbatu-batu jauhnya..oh, kalau nak diceritakan kisah kehidupan beliau, byk sgt. all i got to know from d late ibu angkatnya. she passed away when i was still in primary school. itu adalah moment paling sedih utk ayah aku. dah la..enuf about dat. all in all, aku respek ayah aku..no matter wat. I LOVE U!!

back to topic.

on the way to customer's place this afternoon, i draft myself d farewell speech. poyo kan?? mcmla ada org nak buat farewell utk aku..

btw, fyi, aku tpaksa tak pegi futsal tadi sbb i was forced to drive. pegi raya babes!

tagged! by jaja

jaja, thanks for letting me know that this tagged thingie is a manually done. i tot ada system. so naive! knowing me, if possible, let the system run the show la kan..tak kosser nak buat manual ni.

1) What is the most important thing in your life?
family & friends...

2) What is the last thing that you bought with your own money?
detox tea. paid half onli ma..

3) Where do you wish to get married?
rumah ibu bapa

4) How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
till death do us apart.. (teehheee..)

5) Are you in love?
yes i am

7) Name the latest book that you bought?
mmm...xingat..tp zil belikan Sudoku book... :)

8)What is your full name?
tak perlu nak taip sini kan..

9) Do you prefer your mother or father
ditelan mati mak, diluah mati bapak

10) Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time
anuar ibrahim

11) Christina or Britney?
britney

12) Do you do your own laundry?
depends

13) The most exciting place you want to go?
bali? bora-bora island?

14) Hugs or kisses?
i prefer hugs

15) Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
cool, ceria,dulu happy go laki (opsss), motivated, concentration..concerntration now begin..

16)8 things I am passionate about:
sing, futsal, tido, FRENS!, prison break!, gossip girl, fast, multitask

17)8 things I say too often:
a. kalau dlm presentation..for instance
b. ye..
c. Hi!
d. beb/dud
e. ha..
f. insyaAllah
g. ok
h. demit

18)4 books I’ve read recently:
a. personal money (kire buku ke?)
b. mymassa
c. richard branson - screw it, lets do it
d. shopaholic's

19)8 songs I could listen to over and over again:
a. currently tercipta untukku-ungu feat rossa
b. ari lasso + bcl : aku dan dirimu
c. i live my life for you-lifehouse
d. time of your life - david cook
e. lucky - jason mraz, colby
f. no air - jordin sparks, chris brown
g. drops of jupiter -train
h.bonjovi's

20)8 things I learned last year:
a. byk
b. sangat
c. sampai
d. tak
e.tertulis
f. tapi
g.alhamdulillah
h. handleable

8 people that I love to tag -
a. ainun
b. kemm/riki
c. jaja zahirah
d. fadd
e. dinna
f. ayyub
g. shafik
h. sape2 yg rajin..

tercipta untukku-ungu

i am listening to the above song like thousands of times. repeat2 version. same la dgn kaset yg timah dpt dulu tu. but dis is slow number, yang featuring rossa. dgr punya dengar lagu ni, aku bole nangis.. touch to d heart..

ape la cda! cembeng!

tapi aku ni mmg sensitip sket. kdg2 tewas..antaranye bende2 mcm ni la..

ni ada satu citer. i am soo into 'you're my everything' by Santa Esmeralda. long time ago, i really2 hope that someone will dedicate this song to me..

tadaa!

wish come true!

somewhere around 2 yrs back, there is one someone who dedicated ME this song. n mind u, i straightaway cried! just because of my wish come true. amiiin. fyi, that someone is now near to my heart. thanks.

reminiscing

have u ever heard of 'bujal'? its a comic that i used to read when i was small. along with dat, ada la majalah dewan pelajar., kuntum, buku cerita tidurlah sayang, nancy drew, ape lagi, tak bleh nk recall now..

bujal adalah komik yg agak mngarut. dgn main karakternya yg pakai songkok senget..agak menghiburkan la, walaupun agak lame lawak2 nye..

i am actually bosan. agaknya sbb sedang menunggu hari2 berlalu utk kerja baru. im thrilled! not because of keje baru, but im looking forward to 'officially unemployed' status. aaahh naaa..i'm not entitled pon, sbb dah dpt surat utk report duty. hahah! im thrilled more utk behenti keje (as i haf a lot in mind to do) than to keje baru (new ppl, new boss, all new to me lah!)

mlm tadi, after buka pose, we went to rumah tok andak kat bangi. dulu dia adalah prof sejarah tersohor di upm (upm ke ukm eh?). servis dia masih disambung walaupun umur dah menjangkau 65. so mlm tadi adalah mlm pembelajaran sejarah la. kisah2 cape town, tanjung harapan arakian panjang la perbualan sehingga aku menguap beberapa kali di depan meja kuih raya. nasib baik tak tersembul muka aku kat kuih2 tu.. hahah! buat malu je. end up, kami bergerak balik umah 12am camtuh. dlm keta, toksah ckp la,mmg dah tbaring kat blkg la kan.. bile i dah ngantuk, mmg takleh tolong..

cikunya

i am not sure of the spelling, but ramai sedara di johor menghidap penyakit ini semasa ramadhan n raya baru2 ini, incl tok johan, menantu dia, tok busu sipah. ksiann tgk derang.. dah la tua, mengenai plak cikunya ni.. semakin lemah la derang. i tried to google abt cikunya ni, but maybe im getting the wrong spelling ka apa..so takde ape la. most of them are experiencing lemah sendi2, rasa sejuk, n even ada yg mcm lepa.. na'uzubillah.

as far as i know, takde cure for this cikunya. injection je. how these old ppl can stand for injections? i bet tok-tok sedara aku takmo kena inject2 ni.. n further, cikunya akan amik masa lama utk cure. 6 bulan rasanye..

aku doakan derang sembuh segera..amiiin..

i will post my raya activities in the next2 entry. bes tau!

superwoman

it is RAYA my fren!

sempena dgn ini, saya ingin mengambil kesempatan utk mengucapkan salam aidilfitri

di sini juga, saya ingin menyusun 10 jari memohon ampun dan maaf sekiranya ada salah dan silap, terkasar bahasa, terlajak kata, badan binasa (ini sudah melalut..). apa2 pon, maaf lahir dan batin.

earlier this morning, my mom was complaining to me dat i cant do multitasking in the kitchen. we have few tasks to be settled and im supposed to help her la kan.. ala, things like kemas dapur sket2, cuci ayam & daging, siap2 bawang n stuffs utk rendang, bake cakes n etc. i pon ada mengomel sket that it is gud enuf for me to tolong rather than just relax2, so ending up, aku berdiri dari 10am hingga ke 330pm camtuh. now i know, how strong she handled the kitchen chores during my absence. sori mami! lef u SO MUCHHH!

just imagine, mase i kcik, my mom is a working bee. i was sent to an 'embah' to take care of me during daytime la. before she send me, she managed to prepare the cookings for me, and also for d 'embah', meaning mungkin lauk tengahari or kuih ke. hebat kan? dia ada masa utk buat2 smua tu, n yet she performed in her office. after ofis, dia akan jemput me n entertain me la. my mom luvs cooking. so most of d time, she will cook, no matter wat. so there, plus plus point to my mom! she's a great multitasker i would say.. contoh paling ideal, she managed to complete cooking for iftar by azan time, tapi start cooking at 640pm camtuh (exclude la masak nasik kan..). bukan lauk cincai..lauk yg hebats ok. woww! i am mengagumi my mom, n i wish i can be samone like her. if not exactly, dekat2 pon jadi la.. n i wish 1 day, my children akan mengagumi mak dia juga (awww!<--- i know this is cheesyyy!).

tadi, dlm 12am, cra, shah, nabila n me went to jalan tar. wohooo, ramai gile org ok! tak tido2 derang. my main objektif is to buy tudung murah2, n berjaya tangkap 1! then ada try2 kebaya nyonya, tapi mostly derang dah abes size S (oo..im wearing size s skrang..). too bad. so not catch la. murah tau! kbaya nyonya + tube + kain = rm100 or kbaya nyonya + pareo = rm139. takde rezki. then, ujan turun dgn lebatsnya!! so we end up jln sket2 lagi kat wisma yakin n chow.
sampai umah dlm 330am camtuh. pnat. nak tdo ni.

pen off.

no reason

u always made me cry. i duno y.

is it because i lef u too much?
or is it because im afraid of losing u?
or is it because i duno y i lef u..

im outta here

bring me to a safer, possibly quiet place to chill..